ARGHHH ENOUGH
I find myself being/becoming more cyclical/cynical about things. I tweet everything I think interesting then stop. I go full tilt with Flickr
then shut down. I discover Instagram and people and photos and hearts then stop adding photos. I get annoyed with unanswered DM’s or emails and put off replying. I wonder about the marketers among us then play with different parts of my space doing the same thing and finding things I forget I even had.
I need time away from it all. I think it becomes more frequent. So I do and avoid.
I find myself thinking about simpler days years ago in September. No phone….pre-internet. I would just climb the hill and at the top lay down. Eyes closed smell the grass, feel the sun, the earth and become warm. Slowly open my eyes and look at the clouds stare blankly and feel at ease.
It seems harder. Maybe after so many years involved with this I am slowly wrapping up for the next phase. Maybe its just about some of the things I see happening where I work.
